Picos

Dirty flower crown, a little princess Watch you fall down to your knees again Carpet burns is what you get Nothing more and nothing less The sparkle in your eyes, the smile on your face Slowly fades away The streets I knew as I grew up are Growing older I feel a shadow on my back I can't change the boy I was But I fucking can make sure that the man I am Is nothing like him You won't drag me down I've come too far to turn back now My insane hideaway, little darling Begging you to tell me how it came to this Hiding in unconsciousness Can't begin to picture what comes next The bitter taste you take away Fills my mind I look into your eyes As they disappear in my mind Hoping this isn't the last time But I won't remember No matter how hard I try I reach for you to feel You're not there Tell me how the hell is any of this fair Shadow falls around your perfect memories Watch you lie down on your bed to sleep Put my arms around your soul Just to feel what I already know Remember the time that all of this Was just in my dreams (I'm starting to forget you darling) The streets I knew as I grew up are Growing older I feel a shadow on my back I can't change the boy I was But I fucking can make sure that the man I am Is nothing like him You won't drag me down I've come too far to turn back now