Sincere Apology

You kissed around four now we're running away In a battle to the door Maybe it's time I ask for help Instead of passing out Lived the lie so long it became the truth on my wrists again another glass I'm empty and I'm glad I couldn't make it Hating every word that comes out of Your own mouth Trying to find connection with your Slightly broken antenna I just never want to have to head back south Hate to ruin the party by coming But heaven knows I have to make it out Sitting on the table overshare, make yourself disappear Get another drink to hyperventilate, heading to the bathroom door Sipping down the intoxication, welcome it like a friend Control I thought I had it, never did it But now I'm making plans again Running outside just to get hit down, to the floor Crying on the shoulders that I know I've, kissed before Sat right down in front of me, as I'm trying to stay awake (If I can keep my eyes open, baby) Hoping I won't remember half of this Cos now it's broken, let's see what I can make Sitting on the table overshare, make yourself disappear Get another drink to hyperventilate, heading to the bathroom door Sipping down the intoxication, welcome it like a friend Control I thought I had it, never did it (I could never hold you) But now I'm making plans again