Lately (Tired of it)

Boy don't let those talents go to waste Growing up you always wished you had the power to create So Do it look like a mistake That you in the right position to go after what you chased No But you sit around and talk about Scared for this shit to come true, so you walk around it Workin' only when in the mood, like you not about it Hope is a killer n' you, better off without it Lately there's been so much on my mind Life is like a puzzle how my peace is hard to find, n' I'm tired of it I can't sleep my open eyes Searchin' for the secrets of the night I'm wasting time I can't hide from it Mental healths been on decline Roll up then I burn em' n' I'm headed back inside Know I cannot feel alright 100% of times Better not to stress it I've starting to recognize Oouu and I've been workin' on myself too Dark days pass n' the light will always shine through My curtains open when I'm with you Problems they get to fadin' its almost like I can't lose As I get older I see this life ain't what it seems Broken promises prominent, lotta fake guarantees Way too often this fraudulence sold as authenticity And it's leaving me deceived, don't know what I should believe I still pray before I eat though One day I might feed all of my people On stage the anxiety is lethal All these people eyeing me waiting for me to speak, oh Ain't no politician I'm simply just reminiscing Still they choose to listen I spit this shit with precision Each of my decisions Are beating the competition Imma do it right now this has always been the vision but damn Lately there's been so much on my mind life is like a puzzle how my peace is hard to find, n' I'm tired of it I can't sleep my open eyes Searchin' for the secret of the night I'm wasting time I can't hide from it Mental healths been on decline Roll up then I burn em' n' I'm headed back inside Know I cannot feel alright 100% of times Better not to stress it I've starting to recognize Run away, run away Hide from yourself now Run away, run away Hide from what's real Run away, run away Lie to yourself now Run away, run away And die on this hill Run away, run away Hide from yourself now Run away, run away Hide from what's real Run away, run away Lie to yourself now Run away, run away And die on this hill