Right Pair

Recently I've been stuck on how to be creative It's like everything I write down, eventually I hate it Or I make some shit that's decent, wait too long and then debate it Maybe making music bout it is then only way to break it So I went back and listened to some real rap first It's hard to miss the inspiration when they kill every verse My penmanship was indicating that it's starting to work My words rose from the soil like they planted in dirt Every up and coming rapper always say they the baddest A dope rhyming mo'fucka ain't no way they ain't savage Claim they stacking more green then supermarkets with cabbage In reality it's hard for us to say that we average That's cuz the hardest pill to swallows giving up on your dreams The way you weaved it in your life it's like it's part of the seams And now you in too deep, it's getting harder to eat A normal job would pay the bills sounds so awful to me, man I struggle with these things in my life here Question if my shoes fit are these the right pair Push through when my dreams become a nightmare In a battle with myself and I don't fight fair I struggle with these things in my life cuz The hardest path you could walk is the right one Keep hitting but I've only got a light buzz Dark days prove the moon still gon light up Nothing like some envy it's a hell of a drug A perfect hit of motivation but the jealously sucks Seeing that your nigga made it's supposed to level you up Instead it's filling you with hatred and it's leaving you stuck, right Cash grows, you seeing 'em pass goals Ride one too many waves and your ship is gon plateau At home, you sit on your back bone Watching porn and smoking blunts that are bigger then fat Joe, man You predict it, you tell me the one who gets it Since apparently you raven they way that you got this vision Be specific and look at the bigger picture What was earned wasn't taken or fake but you play the victim I struggle with these things in my life here Question if my shoes fit are these the right pair Push through when my dreams become a nightmare In a battle with myself and I don't fight fair I struggle with these things in my life cuz The hardest path you could walk is the right one Keep hitting but I've only got a light buzz Dark days prove the moon still gon light up