Down The Barrel (Live Sessions)

Well i could really use a friend But no one's around Why's the only time i lose my mind when i'm back in town Yeah when i'm back in town And i'm a thousand miles from home Or I can't leave the house There ain't no in between it seems Or not that i can figure out Well the sadness comes from my mom I got the anger from my dad Both have almost killed me Sometimes i wish they had I wish they had Cryin' feels good sometimes and fightin' is kinda fun 'Till you can't see straight no more and you're lookin down the barrel of a gun You're lookin down the barrel of a I know that i'm not the only one that can't regulate my brain So why does everybody else pretend like they're not insane Like they're not insane Well i almost killed a man last month My dad said he was proud I thought for a while about pulling the trigger And then i left town Then i left town So don't ask how i've been Cause it's worse than you think There's a message in an empty bottle of Jameson that says that i don't drink Well all my bills are due But i quit my job again I've been spending all my time writing songs no-one likes Maybe this is how it ends Maybe this is how it ends And if that's the case I think i'll die proud Not a penny to my name or an ounce of fame when they forget me in the ground Forget me in the ground I know that i'm not the only one who can't regulate my brain So why does everybody else pretend like they're not insane Like they're not insane Sometimes cryin' feels good and fightin' is kinda fun Until you can't see straight no more and you're lookin down the barrel of a gun Lookin down the barrel of a