NOT BUILT THE SAME

(I swear that I'm different) I gotta protect My body and mind from the cycle that hatred erects If I catch a body it probably won't be for a check And if I do claim it it probably won't be on the net I'm quiet I keep all my secrets No need to project And I don't know what happened to the man I felt proud of Guess it's the game that y'all play You telling me that you can understand but I doubt ya Not built the same That's ok Man, Life's like war What if I just want to sip some Kors? What if's always leave you with another quest What if's got me running to the store I made a budget Put a few bucks towards it But yo' I think I'm bugging feel the fighting in my core Im in some trouble I see opposition that I thwarted And the plan is to kill 'em if I can afford I gotta protect My body and mind from the cycle that hatred erects If I catch a body it probably won't be for a check And if I do claim it it probably won't be on the net I'm quiet I keep all my secrets No need to project And I don't know what happened to the man I felt proud of Guess it's the game that y'all play You telling me that you can understand but I doubt ya Not built the same That's ok Similar to my father, how I'm blooded My temperature's cold and it's a bottle that I covet My temperaments bold No tippy toeing out in public The type to explode Go load a Glock and get to bustin' No repercussions Could keep me from kicking Like deep percussion men while down Kendrick told me find a swimming pool And then I drowned Downing liquor my body shivered I heard some sounds Too many whispers to disregard 'em I turned around What up now? I saw my opp and he was glaring Like a Karen when they see a black I started staring, then I'd seen a gat He cocked and squeezed The bullet missed me so I fired back I'm still intact And that's a fact he didn't notice The bullet caught him right between the shoulders He crumpled over His homie screams "Call the cops or something" I ducked in an alley by a dumpster Threw the gun in and now I'm running From the unholy city of Fayettenam Sirens screeching, policeman, seeking but I'm staying calm I pictured scriptures from the past when my days were warm I'm leaving the city 'till I pass from this storm and I'm saying strictly I gotta protect My body and mind from the cycle that hatred erects If I catch a body it probably won't be for a check And if I do claim it it probably won't be on the net I'm quiet I keep all my secrets No need to project And I don't know what happened to the man I felt proud of Guess it's the game that y'all play You telling me that you can understand but I doubt ya Not built the same That's ok In the holy city now I'm finding peace I even got a Bible study and it's kind of neat As I learn about Jesus sometimes I have a drink But that's a different discussion Let me switch the subject 'Cuz I'm trying to think About a life of perfect glee The only catch is I must murder me My personality was molded by world that just wasn't fair It's in the air nobody cares Back of my mind, a bodies there An alcoholic yeah, they called it Always knew they always thought it Had to repent Reverse the curses like God forgot it With Good intent the worst of sins can be abolished It's my knowledge, I don't have to go to college Nathan Drake Pursue a path that's uncharted I was a target But now I'm guarded He paid my debt I know who God is Hold applauses I gotta protect My body and mind from the cycle that hatred erects If I catch a body it probably won't be for a check And if I do claim it it probably won't be on the net I'm quiet I keep all my secrets No need to project And now I know what happened to the man I felt proud of Done with the game that y'all play You telling me that you can understand but I doubt ya Not built the same Cuz I've changed I've changed I've changed