enough is enough

Took my tears turned them in to my downfall Your a full machine every time I tried to call My life fades into my bedroom walls Holding onto your heart till it doesn't pump anymore Your Eyes reveal the warmth of feeling free His hair captures branches of a willow tree But I still cant paint how I've been feeling lately Standing too close, I can see the brush strokes We stand on the edge of big feelings and say nothing If grief was a river wed be begging for air drowning Message half typed out, forcing myself to stay tough How am I suppose to love when I never know when enough is enough Found a note in my backpack from august It took guts to read it if im being honest We were blind to what would come upon us Wrapped my heart in cellophane so I wouldn't make a mess We stand on the edge of big feelings and say nothing If grief was a river wed be begging for air drowning Message half typed out, forcing myself to stay tough How am I suppose to love when I never know when enough is enough You sleep peacefully With your firearm next to you Didn't speak Honestly Should have used it against you We stand on the edge of big feelings and say nothing If grief was a river wed be begging for air drowning Message half typed out, forcing myself to stay tough How am I suppose to love when I never know when enough's enough Is enough enough?