Good News

Everyone's here but I am so alone I'll try to butt my way into conversations With folks that I don't know There's nowhere to go from here but up now I guess that is good news for me I guess somehow that's good news Sweetheart, don't lie to me I feel like I said all the wrong things Did I say all of the wrong things tonight? Sweetheart, I know I'm spiraling I'm sorry you're the one who sees it I wish I could keep it secret I take a sip and try to smile through The knot that's in my stomach And the tears that are so desperate to take a look At all of the people in this small room Why can't I make an impression That's not a shaking nervous wreck and so Sweetheart, don't lie to me This is the part of the movie Where you tell me my wrongdoings Cause the worst part, will be the final scene The one that always looks so pretty The one I hoped would have me in it, but I'm to the side of the real thing Of real lives people are living Am I the filler in this sitting? Goodbye to my silly dream Where I move to a new city And all the people in it love me