Selfishly Indulgent

Woke up and learned I miss you more than I thought I ever would I already knew I wanted you in ways that I can’t and that I shouldn’t Somebody said I’d like to know how it feels to crush her Then when they did I hid under sheets until the torment was finished Until the torment was finished But now I am open But now I am selfishly indulgent Driving around I gape at the view Surprised by the beauty I wasn’t expecting something so unexpected To be so easy I look to my left and you’re looking straight at me I try to step back but it comes so naturally Made the first move after telling you not to So blame it all on me Yeah blame this all on me Cause now I am open Yeah now I am selfishly indulgent Somehow, no longer broken I am all the way down, submerging in your ocean Who I am, now I’m with you Is someone different, so brand new Who I was, in the before Is someone that I now ignore Who I am, now I’m with you Is someone different, so brand new Who I was, in the before Is someone I don’t recognize anymore Anymore Cause now I am open Yeah now I am selfishly indulgent