Internal Struggle

Where do I start Hard to express it Tears me apart To try to keep this Took it to heart I didn't mean to Inside my head it's dark Went for a walk The path was crooked Insecure I thought I ruined it One toxic thought Can make my head spin I'm disarrayed and lost Doubts that poison me Alter my reality I'm making change It's for the better Separate The good from evil Open my heart And let the light in Set out to be at peace