smoker's lungs

Tell me how it feels as you bottle it up, you were always so good at feeling too much Tell me a secret but you made it a lie, you never really trusted me and I still don't understand why I Put you in this position, I'm wanting more, but you're just a man so I guess I'll settle for Trauma dumping or saying nothing at all Don't get me wrong please share your emotions, your head in my lap your skull cracking open Sometimes I don't think what you tell me is real, think you read too many articles on what girls' find appealing Tell me that I am selfish, you're wanting more, but you're just a man so I guess I'll settle for One sided conversations mansplaining sports, now I'd rather you just say nothing at all Cause it's unappealing when you hide your true feelings Rather you just shut your mouth and go Oooh, oooh I'm tired of screaming, got a smoker's lungs from you And no more oxygen will get us through, get me away from you Get me away, get me away, get me away from you Get me away, get me away, get me away from all that you do Cus I'm tired of screaming, got a smoker's lungs from you And now I'm coughing up what's left of you Pretty soon you'll be an old habit that I once knew