Reflection

I didn't ever think that I would feel so all alone Didn't think that I pretend that I'm good on my own And I'm sitting there just looking at myself Looking at myself In my reflection I see my present I still see my past But I don't judge that math Though everything don't add up Everything don't add up I focus on my present My present Though im so scared of change change Traumas are to blame Feeling like the times running out Stuck in the now Lost in the now I'm so scared I never want to let this go No no no Never want to regret this life I don't want to I don't I just wanna live my life no ties I just wanna do my best before the lights die So I gotta treat me right Love me right Hold me tight And never let go No no Love me right Hold me tight Never let go In my reflection I see my present I still see my past But I don't judge that math Though everything don't add up Everything don't add up I'll focus on my present My present Oh I had a dream I never thought I'd see you coming I had a dream That you were everything I need You had a path for me and that's the way im running I'm still in disbelief