I tried

I've been trying to be patient I've been practicing my oohs and aahs too But every mention of your name digs too deep All these feelings unresolved with no clarity I really hate you No, I can't stand you Can't separate the good from the bad I'm M.I.A and it's sad That's a fact I tried to love you I tried being rational I tried to hold it in I was wrong, now i'm explode While i'm trying You're lying I tried I try I've been trying to be patient Then i'm triggered by the scent of yesterday I'm in a rage, don't want to say it But f*ck it, imma let it sing and throw the care away You say i'm lying and denying Throwing dirt on your name Got some troubles going on that's ok I really hate you You be lying and gaslighting So I cant stand u Oh is that what i do? You only listen when it satisfies you You didn't try I didn't lie You did No way You see I'm spiraling I try I try I tried to be I tried to be I tried I tried I tried to be I tried to be Be fucking for real Be fucking for real Be fucking for real