Note to Myself

Life is so fricking pointless Why am I living in a worthless mindset? After every single person hurts my heart Everybody going through my worthless mindset! Why do I have to suffer when there is happiness? Why thots have to hurt my other feelings When they go through it all the time Crap that's annoyingly so funny Hello Hello Joycelyn? Where the hell are you? Why am I so fricking depressed when everyone finding their happiness? Jealousy is an act of love Because you cared so much That you had butterflies through your body Why am I living so deadly? Why the music so toxic That I wish that I was the trappy? Maybe If I was Okay Then I wish I had a Happi Day A funny day A friendship likely that I adopted Maybe I wasn't meant to be alive Then I should be the posy