Feeling All The Pressure Now

I think I'm under water Cuz I'm feeling all the pressure now Gotta live up to the standards I'm the Chosen Child Cuz my family wanna make it Imma get em out I Gotta treat em to a life Where they wear a crown I'm feeling too alone I'm feeling too upset Now we start to argue Got to get it off my chest Smiling in public But I'm feeling so depressed I gotta fake it til I make it Cuz I Gotta be the best Don't need a check Cuz I'm set I got a lot to do Cuz no amount of 0's Can ever change my heart for you Losing in the game But I'll find it with an attitude GPS for love But I lost it Blacked out point of view Because I've been living on my own And I've been fighting all these Demons Who lit the fire deep inside Cuz I've been driving for a reason And Now I hope I learned my lesson Cuz my life load uneven And it's crazy when I'm not depressed Cuz the tear fall ain't leaving I gotta figure out my own I got to do it by myself Cause when I'm looking down No one ever gave me help Cause I've been walking all alone On this path without a light I keep my fist balled up Like I was ready for a fight I think I'm under water Cuz I'm feeling all the pressure now I gotta live up to the standards I'm the golden hour Cuz my family wanna make it Imma get em out Gotta treat em to a life Where they wear a crown I'm feeling too alone I'm feeling too upset Now we start to argue Got to get it off my chest Smiling in public But I'm feeling so depressed I gotta fake it til I make it I Gotta be the best I remember on that day I let you decide You said you never wanna date me But I feel too alive Cuz I'm Driving to your house When I get there it's a water ride Thinking that it's over in the moment I felt too deprived then you left on your trip Tell all your friends you date me Making you look good Say my name call me baby Putting words in my mouth But you acting like you hate me I'll bring it up to you You say sorry But you changed me Now I got the girl Of My dreams though Ride it in like a dream boat But it wasn't what I thought Got a fight every day though Should've left you back Never looking down the same road Tell no body Was your only motto Keep it secret like a cap on a bottle Is cuz your embarrassed of me Or the real fact that your hate follows I think I'm under water Cuz I'm feeling all the pressure now I gotta live up to the standards I'm the golden hour Cuz my family wanna make it Imma get em out Gotta treat em to a life Where they wear a crown I think I'm under water Cuz I'm feeling all the pressure now I gotta live up to the standards I'm the golden hour Cuz my family wanna make it Imma get em out Gotta treat em to a life Where they wear a crown I'm feeling too alone I'm feeling too upset Now we start to argue Got to get it off my chest Smiling in public But I'm feeling so depressed I gotta fake it til I make it I Gotta be the best