A lot

I got folks inside my life they mad as f*ck cause I been poppin shit Got some things inside my life that I can't go for I'm not built for this I can't even love Cause every time I do I'm gon' always miss Got me hurting I thought you was down for me Got me crushed inside my heart I feel like I been stuck inside the sea, told me that you love me How the f*ck I'm fighting for your love I thought this shit was real I can't say too much about that hoe But I can say she fucking fake I been living fast I need some breaks Took some losses in my life But every time I make sure that I shake Fool me once I grab the blame Crash about about my brother hope he feel the same Put my whole gang on I'm tryna make sure that we straight I'm gon' always keep it real until inside my grave Got some niggas I had love for but they turning snake How the f*ck you leaving me I hope you know you lost I been stuck inside my mind I been lost inside my thoughts I put pain inside this song cause I go through a lot I go through a lot I go through a lot I go through a lot I go through a lot I go through a lot I go through a lot I go through a lot