All Or Nothing

Uh, look at my life I got some beef with family members that I never knew (I never knew) I been stocking up on guns that I ain't get to shoot Stuck between being thorough and a visionary I always said it's paper over penitentuary But niggas wanna see me gone and have my people worried I can't let my mama open my obituary When you think about it, what can I really do? Friends lying, opps plotting, cops killing too Even back in school days they ain't give us the truth You still praise a white Jesus, you ain't get the proof Sometimes I wanna slaughter niggas and go harder with it, but teach my daughter different so she can be smarter with it Have her on that college tip, I'm talking Harvard-driven Independent so she don't need no nigga water whippin' Look in the mirror saying "Broke is what I can't be" Infatuated with success; sometimes I can't sleep Fell in love with some hoes I shouldn'a been trusting Laid down with some bitches I shouldn'a been fucking Stayed down with my niggas, they need it, it's nothing Playin' round with that pape' the end of discussion Chasing revenue, just tryna find a better view Shit my mama was a shooter, all I ever knew Baby mama tripping saying what I'd better do, I'm tryna get that driveway shaped like the letter U Hoes sick cause they couldn't find a better move Play with yo feelings they'll move how you let 'em move I was blinded before, I den grinded before Put my head in them beats, got my mind off them hoes Now I'm solid as gold, they tryna tarnish the flow Them real ones that made it out who I'm rhyming this for Cartier buffy frames will make yo honey stay Pulling so many blues out, my pockets money stained So much bullshit in the hood, ion wanna stay I'm tryna be up in the 'burbs somewhere tucked away Niggas set you up for clout, tryna buzz for days You work hard just to die because he want a name? So much I can't even call, I just run the play You either put yo feet down or you run away Feel like I was senile when they was running game So much I can see now since I run the game