I Dare Not

The only reason that I'm alive is because of you I don't Know why I tried to do this with out you When my heart is bleeding through and through Your the only surgeon that knows what to do Even when I was ready to give up You never gave up me You always showed up You always kept your promise, and you never left me I was only tryin to keep my head up in a cloud of dust I was so scared that I might lose your trust It was so hard to trust, after being scared by your children I was naive to think that the devil couldn't operate in your building Holding on to your love Against the wind and the rain When I need your help I know that I can rest in you I dare not take the credit for what only you can do From conception you had a plan for me No matter if I strayed, or left your side You was always ride or die You never left me behind, Only in your presence do I feel weak It was you that kept me through dumb decisions in my teens I was a fool to think that I was so free Straddling the fence with you and the enemy I couldn't help but think that I was so naive I still don't understand how I believed his lies Or how I could be so careless with my life I guess I was just a victim of his device Tired of living in lies, so I gave up my life Holding on to your love Against the wind and the rain When I need your help I know that I can rest in you I dare not take the credit for what only you can do Yo even when your feeling at your lowest God is still there waiting on you See we focus so much on our problems and downfalls While God is at the finish line with the answer, and all your blessings All you have to do is give up everything, take up your cross and follow him And He will see you through Just true fellowship y'all that's all were called to do Love each other with Agape love