What Do I Do

I don't wanna stay like this Trying to be more like you At times it's to much to resist I wonder if I can just get through Tired of living life, stressing bout this bills Tryin to live right, but it always a fight When I feel like a failure LORD WHAT DO I DO I'm so tired of stressing about my life Feeling like a failure as a man left and right When I try my best to do what's right So I can remain precious in your sight Tired of always being the one who's out of time Then here comes Satan, tell me it would be better If I would just die, but that's a lie If I had one wish, it would be not to live like this forever I just want to let y'all in deeper then ever before To show y'all that even us that follow Yahweh Hit points in life where we feel we can't do this anymore Keep your faith in him and he will turn your night into day I don't wanna stay like this Trying to be more like you At times it's to much to resist I wonder if I can just get through Tired of living life, stressing bout this bills Tryin to live right, but it always a fight When I feel like a failure LORD WHAT DO I DO I keep my head up high and my heart is beating When I'm feeling down, my heart is a deadly weapon No one can see that on the inside I'm bleeding I don't want to be a burden So like Pepsi I just bottle it up Until like boiling water unattended I boil over Then I feel like my whole world is over Regurgitation in my mouth sin, so know I'm throwing up Lashing out in anger at the ones I love Irritated at the mistakes they make cuz Looking at the man in the mirror Feeling so ashamed at my behavior At times I wanna light up or drink for a stress reliever But that will only give me more problems G I can't go back down that path since I'm a believer Yahweh I'm on my knees Begging you to redeem me please Please redeem me, I'M SO TIRED OF BEING THE OLD ME I don't wanna stay like this Trying to be more like you At times it's to much to resist I wonder if I can just get through Tired of living life, stressing bout this bills Tryin to live right, but it always a fight When I feel like a failure LORD WHAT DO I DO