D.Y.W.B.W.G?

She said I, live for the nights like these She said I, live said I, breathe for the nights like these Within your arms Only seeing who you want me to be Not what you need me to be Not a hero nor a villain just me From the village I rise Angelou vibes all eyes on me My pride's gutted from this pain that I see Black boy cry Black boy arise from the jungle in weeds Will he survive and surprise the audience please This where y'all want me to be Hungry with a side of onions funny Just the other day I felt so out of place my mind is rushing Should I run? Why am I hunted what have I done? Thoughts of ending this career just at once So fund me till your pockets go numb How bout you front me on my cousins' soul I been hunting for a purpose Sometimes I ask myself if life was even ever worth it The churches say they want the best for me when I'm in grieving But be reaching for the purchase money That's just the hustle of the middle man I pray for love and Peace and happiness for my fallen brothers A fallow mother Under pressure I'm understanding of what you living Looks to the ceiling should I fucking end it No pot to piss in beginning with thoughts of how to end it I fault the system for putting barriers up against us She say it's victim's mentality How the f*ck can you challenge the simple fact Of a battle that we would have Getting slashes upon our backs She bring up other shit I'm not done with caring bout you but I'm done with this Guess the difference between you and I is clenching fists Mines high and yours is sitting on some Arthur shit That's just the way of life An ex an ex for a reason I need to say it twice An ex an ex for a reason but damnit I been in grieving And it's that time of the season for me to f*ck her mind Now I'm the bad guy But little do you know I tried to tell yo ass twice This such a sad time It's such a sad lie Every time she say she love me bringing out my bad side But I don't want that sad life Past time for me to wrap it up I'm cutting ties Cause you been drawing lines It's time to pick a side do you wanna be with lies Or do you wanna be with God Yeah