In My Head

Losing hope, I am I'm falling In my brain Everything looks sad I'm floating in space no longer am I an entity Empty me of my broken heart Float away like the Noah's ark And so I fall apart calling for help with no reception What's this inception I'm waking up from this broken record I'm religious but religion seems to judge me most And so I praise a toast for all the sinners guess to hell we go My eyes were closed until I saw the dark And finally saw that I'm the only problem in my life of faults Razor blades saved for the darkest days Used to cut myself just to see if alive still dreaming Lost my happy memories from overthinking Lost my closet family members trust from all their over drinking I guess I fell in love with nothing being right Somebody told love isn't for sale because it's overpriced I'll believe that line until I die and take it to my grave Because your words can keep your soul alive Seen too many waves crashing on the shore Seen way way too many people jumping overboard I can see the ending of the dream coming Keep running make it to the light that's when you'll mean something Losing hope, I am I'm falling In my brain Everything looks sad