Insomnia

These pills are meant to help me sleep but all they do is keep me wide awake Wide awake This smile I wear upon my face is just a mask cause this is all so fake, all so fake Hi, it’s me, the one who’s on the ground I hope I went out with a smile with all the pills stuffed in my mouth I hope you’re happy I hope you’re happy I hope your eyes dry like the desert cause you never cared So why should I when you’re the reason for my every breath My every step was all for you And I’m sorry to the broken hearts I know your eyes are balling too But what was I to do they told me I could never make it So instead of labels taking my soul I told the devil take it Let me demonstrate it A lost soul given God's gift Words spit from a serpent who was learning from the pain Got lost in the rain now he’s playing hopscotch with no legs intends to find God But he can’t It’s dark out where’s the switch I’m twitching the f*ck out Bring him in, the doc says that he can’t help God sent but the devil found what a rebel now find a better crown Was in need of some company Spent my nights writing novelties All alone in a cold world got no home and it’s no girl wanna call his phone but it’s over It’s too late kid's gone now On the ground no pulse found Calls sound for the lord now Hearts are found in distraught now They’ve been sawed out by the pain it seems that all that falls is the rain The sane have found hope in his name He wished for peace Cause that’s all you ever need Just some time for you to breathe and take in life as all it seems I know it’s easy said and it’s never really done But that’s still not an excuse for you to take your life and run But it’s back to it Hard times but my back to it Hard knock cause I’m hard headed but the call dropped so I’m all alone Now my thoughts heavy so I call God Back after sinning all done Relaxing isn’t an option just and opt out when I’m all done Falling down, getting back up, got no back up get ya racks up Master of the bad stuff got my black on bout to act up Put a mask on, pull a fast one, brake a tailbone, if I have to Remind ya that I’m bad when I’m killing it feeling it’s all bad When I’m feeling so villainous realizing this how it is Stuck in my sunken abyss Looking up and I wish I could get there but this how it is This just how it is These pills are meant to help me sleep But all they do is keep me wide awake, wide awake This smile I wear upon my face is just a mask cause this is all so fake, all so fake