Moments...Eyez

Moments in life I'm thankful for the days I live Feeling grown know you still are a kid in God's eyes Feeling strong but I sit on the bench No tick I just cheer like a fan (this bench warm though) Moments in life I thank the Lord because my ride Was hella bumpy but I still survived that's on God That's on God What's up ma Now let me holla at you You say your life is perfect let me ask you How your life is perfect but you saying that you sad? Perfect's a word too far to stretch though often all mistake This word for something that we have to represent, picture this All respect, she told me life's a mess but yet can't come to terms to address it Because the world is in shambles How can I handle? She said to me she's lost with no candle Heart is in a whirlwind as she's searching for the perfect action A perfect distraction I tried to tell myself but yet the more I type the more I start to see it's real No fancy words to give just hope in this game call life Not tryna play with ya fears to f*ck for one night No listen to me Need to know that no one's ever perfect Whether you got a stack of cash or if yo pockets hurting once you close the curtain None of that really matters And the only thing that matters is what's leaking in the shadows tryna bring you down Moments in life I'm thankful for the days I live Feeling grown know you still are a kid in God's eyes Feeling strong but I sit on the bench No tick I just cheer like a fan (this bench warm though) Moments in life I thank the Lord because my ride Was hella bumpy but I still survived that's on God That's on God What's up ma Now let me holla at you You say your life is perfect let me ask you Have you ever tried the fix the burdens of your past? Look at what happens You, carry this weight The, pressure so heavy You, about to break I, offer my hand out But, you have to take No later date better now than forever wait, mhm I see the pain from the wrinkles that's on your face, mhm Your only break is to smoke all the stress away, f*ck I mean what can I tell you Think I'm in the same boat though my face is a sell Stu' is a cell Lock myself inside it think I'm hiding from my mind seeing all these happy times how the f*ck can I smile We shot down how the f*ck can I smile? Sister gone how the f*ck can I smile? Lights on mean I'm hearing that sound Lights out another body to count I'm thankful for the days I live Feeling grown know you still are a kid in God's eyes Feeling strong but I sit on the bench No tick I just cheer like a fan (this bench warm though) Moments in life I thank the Lord because my ride Was hella bumpy but I still survived that's on God That's on God What's up ma Ha ha ha oh well it was nice while it lasted right? Yeah Alright Alright Yeah, lost in a daze I seem lost in my ways Wondering like am I safe in this country that's full of hate? They got a full house of it Taking children from their mothers And the shots still a bussing and these hoes steady bugging And my mind steady rushing to find the right words The right verse, I write verses but, never for these women with they purses Or these niggas claiming gang nah I'm writing for this purpose To open ya eyes because we blind Not enlightened yet but I slightly opened mine I digress I'm pushing knowledge through my chiny chin chin These niggas grin but I'm smiling cause I know that I'm gone win Grab my pen, set it down, one second I done wrote my whole discography my brain a whole blessing Now just wait a whole second I don't wanna go flexing was never my intention Told my teacher I'm doing me now a youngin in detention Now I'm just reminiscing I done seen greener things then this hundred with a face up on it I'm a little salty that just mean my life got taste up on it I'm seasoned well but a youngin not a vet yet Looking at all these rappers treat them all as if they pets Cause why would I son you you all seem to disappoint As a nigga spark the joint think now I'm getting to the point We live in a broken system where niggas in penitentiaries cause they sparking up a spliffy Cold hearted in the city It's a blessing to see 25 Though I ain't made it yet I'm thanking God I'm still alive I survived to see the pride inside my mommas eyes As I walk across the stage I feel the waves upon the waves crashing down to cause me pain Don't incarcerate the kid just let him go and fly his wings As I stand within the thoughts inside my mind Just want you open up your eyes and don't be blind to genocide they want us down just so they stay above Im underground Im underground because it's war above I heard a cry for help I left my ego on the shelf to join the fight f*ck