The Fall // Lies

Should I leave the world What's there left to lose If this is my fall just know I'm giving up my all My any and every thing that I used think made call upon a hero Need a Superman I'm falling down along these windows Call my kin folk Tell em I love em But I put music above em Shutting everything down Is the only time I'm around And the only time I'm in town is for something to feed my ego Death to all of my people and you still wouldn't see me at the funeral I'm telling you to Take me To the land of the free where everyone's high and smoke weed but not to get by but to breathe You see I like the scenery the view is really nice when it's getting close to my eyes cement my mind into cement Painted on the ground the world is my canvas I just hope you understand that I wanted to reach the masses And look what's happens You have to fall to rise a king again Death by suicide until I rise I will repeat the sin Now here I am another album spent hoping it was worth it cause I really put my all in this and I fall and repent Asking God to forgive Will he ever forgive Questions all in my head I'm on the edge Should I leave the world What's there left to lose Take me Now you the reason for everyone leaving You say you love em and it hurts but I know you don't mean it Write to release the pain but you write to deceive em Tell them that you giving out the help but you the one who in needing You tell em Everything that they been needing to hear Whether it's scripture or the sadness you just play with they ears And I know that you hurting But you won't tell the truth about it Telling the world your problems but won't do a thing about em, I know Your mental state is in a bottomless pit And every time you tell a soul that's when you thinking it ends But it never does in fact another pit just begins Think of ya friends, suicide don't think it again And don't tell him that's he's been acting different Quick to blame everyone else and won't ever accept his actions Know you acting, you won't tell em bout the time Cause if you do no one could ever trust the same you see that's what happens when you Lie to world for so long you start to become a lie Become immortalized for all the wrong reasons You telling ya life in pieces treat the truth as it's a pizza I know you grieving but that's not an excuse for cheating Did you stop to think bout who you hurting Not only her but this other person I shouldn't mention I shouldn't have mentioned ya deadly sinning I know you Christian Think you'll make it to Heaven still? That's hopeful wishing Quit with the visions Tell us the truth bout what you see In fact it's death that he seeks Not these rapper fantasies Involving the cars, the girls, gold mouth and the chains He really just needing change like a homeless man or politician you make me sick Ask can you make it to heaven still That's hopeful wishing If God we're to talk to me If God were to talk to me then he'd say Then he'd say Black Roses A beautiful construction When used at a function it's known to symbolize nothing but death But yet It holds more reason that people forget Black Roses A beautiful death but what if this beautiful yet broken flower holds more than just stress Reassess it Black Roses If your eyes are open close em and focus on a Rose growing from the ground dark and colorless like frown Black Roses Get closer and admire the beauty within this sad flowers petals you'll start to notice that maybe this dark flower is something special Black Roses The death of something true and potent and taken to made into its own song Black Roses A beautiful death, yes this is true But a beautiful death, to begin anew Alright let's do this