Thoughts Heavy.

Yeah It's just one of them ones ya know Thoughts heavy I just broke a heart and my heart couldn't stop racing I been so anxious Angry with my angels Why the f*ck you let me live Who am I to thank you Driving to the bank I get a call and what I'm thinking Prolly just another fucking argument awaiting but I answer though Ima always be there when she need me I'm just not the guy she really needed Tell me why my heart so cold but everyone loves to hear it Some people tell that it lift they spirits I ask em did you hear it did you listen In reality I tell em thanks cause in the end who gives a f*ck about the lyrics Damn I had to let it breathe Flows cold but man this shit sound so heavenly Ask the world how will you remember me yeah (Ask the world how will you remember me?) (How will you remember me?) You know lately I just feel like I got a lot of shit on my mind This the only way to get it off Thoughts heavy I don't even know where to start in this Armageddon Cuzzo having problems and he need help to address it But I'm too fucking full of myself to send him a message Instead I write it down and just hope one day that he catch it I'm really not a hero I hope one day that you get it More or less broken it doesn't matter I been it Moral of the story I hope you never forget it damn (Yeah) Drinking on the weekends to forget the days I ain't even see the message I was in a daze Probably wasn't that important to me anyways (Yeah) I ain't even really savage I'm just being honest And I don't really give a f*ck bout how you feel about it Give a reason for me to show you that I been about it Please In this life it ain't no guarantees I could probably blow in a week and die in that same week People always telling me the same thing Telling me that Telling me this They telling me shit They think I really give a f*ck about I'm telling you quit I only listen to my family and myself and that's it Maybe God but we ain't talked in a minute Ask how will you remember (How will you remember me?) (Ask the world how will you remember me?) (How will you remember me?) Thoughts heavy Think I'm falling apart but I'm rock steady though my eyes heavy lately Feeling so complacent Feeling if I make it I won't even feel I made it Feeling all the pain in someone else's eyes is dangerous That's why I only give you single pages Speaking of the Paige's Why you take my sister God I'm angry Guess I never made it through the stages She was supposed see me on the stages She was supposed to be up on the stages with me playing while the crowd was in amazement Crazy how we started in a basement Crazy how you introduced me to love for music and I thank you And not a day goes by where I don't miss you Nah you don't need a tissue let them tears fall Just let yo tears fall