Victim.

Let that shit breathe My momma used to yell at me for never speaking Now she telling me to turn the shit down If I could get to see a hundred thou’ I’ll get her a house A nice pouch so she can soak in all the sun that she want Cocaine flows though the brain goes insane to find the next word I’m tripping on energy missing I’m sitting inside of my room tryna find the best verse Head hurt, legs hurt, I’m tired from working an everyday job Everyday hustling, struggling, over assumptions I’m making you proud Am I making you proud? Addressing myself in the form of a fan How you expect me follow you when you ain’t following me and my everyday stand? Damn Why I can’t come with a regular stance? Niggas that say they a man ain’t really men when it’s time to be a man You saying I’m conscious I’m really conceded Pouring this out of me, need a lobotomy then I could probably feel undefeated F*ck an apology nigga I seen it Him, her said it first then the third person saying that it’s different I got independent vision I’m just writing out my script In the Stu more than the kitchen Power ranger with the shit I could probably make you flip Nights come, then them lights come, then the frightened getting light up with like 5 shots, Then the frightened come enlightened, and we fighting, tryna fight back for the lost ones, Saying this is food for the thoughts oh God Oh God Now I done played the victim too long I swear Fighting with these negative thoughts I hear Plant the words inside of my song then I heal I will (I will) Found myself alone on this road I swear Behind the wheel I’m losing control I veer To the left side of the spectrum praying for wisdom Cause what goes up must come down What goes up must come down What goes up must come down What goes up must come down I’m down for the count whether it’s 1, 2, 3 or 7 more I feel at ease No pressure but I’m my biggest critic So if I say this shit a classic then you know that I meant it I’m requisitioned Needed for higher purpose above these lines and these verses  I publicize that we hurting we living life like it’s cursive Ohh God Needed for higher purpose above these lines and these verses  I publicize that we hurting we living life like it’s cursive Ohh God I done played the victim too long I swear