i got it

And I been thinking This the perfect beat for my thoughts Look I wonder if I am who I think I am 'Cause they been treating me like they don't even give a damn I show my cards and I play 'em how they dealt to me I hit the felt they been playing with a slight of hand That's cool taking notes got my head straight Follow my morals I know that you can't repair fate Karmas a bitch and she pairs well with dead weight Had to flush 'em down the toilet 'cause they shit stank And it was rubbing off me ooh I hated that An environment can really go and change a man Gotta plant your seeds before you really start to grow I know you think it's overnight that's not how it goes Working hard and setting goals change direction on your toes What you seeing on your screen never really what it seems Misses the behind the scenes making you really believe These people achieving their dreams and doing it with such a ease But they not though and even if they did They still run into some potholes get tired and they pop 'em Just went to Little Simz concert and she rocked a Show with a thousand folks and even she mentioned that she got her own problems I mean listen to the top artists that you love They depressed and taking drugs People frame its like fun to get fucked up Those the type of groups I had to choose to go run from yea Can't lie I look back to those days with a smile on my face But you gotta understand there's a future that I'm tryna chase I can't make the same mistakes And I've learned for a friend who ain't make it this far Gotta handle it with grace I only got one shot at this life tryna test do I have what it takes Do I got it? Can't lie I look back to those days with a smile on my face But you gotta understand there's a future that I'm tryna chase I can't make the same mistakes And I've learned for a friend who ain't make it this far Gotta handle it with grace I only got one shot at this life tryna test do I have what it takes And I think I do why? I don't know It's just something that ain't visible something that ain't tangible Tired of being miserable today it's understandable The moment looking pitiful beware of what's surrounding you I was sinking deep the deeper that I digged The more questions that I would peep The answers few and far between I see now The older that I get the more confused I start to be now Or maybe I'm just senile F*ck it probably missed with that joke but this pen gotta go I just shoot my shot I hope to hit like Tyson on the ropes Like Deonte rapping wilder weighing heavy on my soul Take some notes clap it up for me GRE snapping going crazy on them folk Close it out with a bang like a hit on tour Yea I dug so deep still got out of the hole Yea I'm out feeling whole By the grace of god I got what it takes on god