Blocked 4 Ever

One day it was like a dream The next day you turned cold it seemed I tried to understand but you're closed off Saying go to hell like I don't have a soul We were together it was warm and right Every night with laughter every morning with light Now I'm here with words unanswered Trying to remember like it wasn't something fleeting I would write to you every hour Searching for a way back to you But you close up every word As if you're blocking the painful truth I see your shadow in every place Every corner feels like a hollow space I tell myself to let it fade But your voice keeps calling me like a ghost in the haze Was it real or was it a dream? Did we lose it all or did it slip unseen? I keep rewriting the story in my mind Hoping to change the ending this time I would write to you every hour Searching for a way back to you But you close up every word As if you're blocking the painful truth This pain goes on like an unfinished song I want to sing to you but you're no longer here Every moment on my side feels empty and heavy Every memory of you feels like running into a wall If you could feel the weight I bear Would you care would you dare? To open the door to let me through To bring us back to what we knew I would write to you every hour Searching for a way back to you But you close up every word As if you're blocking the painful truth I still write to you every hour Hoping someday you'll hear me too If the truth hurts let it break us 'Cause what's left is better than this dust Maybe one day you'll find the way Back to my heart though it's a little broken Remember how we used to laugh together And how everything was simple... and over