hate me gently

I'm sorry for the fights that you've caused Breakdowns saying god I'm used up You can hate me, but hate me gently I'm sorry when you yell and scream at me You get angry oh so beautifully You can get mad, but be patient with me While you sit me down, and say "it's all your fault, I never wanna see you, god I hate your guts" then I tell you all what you wanna hear and now you're, re-hooked, and fucked up again Don't you get exhausted Trynna reassure me when it's constant I'm a little fucked up from my childhood trust and I want someone to be honest If I'm making you mad its a problem, f*ck it you gon run away faster than all them You're not tied to me and I'm falling Let me go but don't leave all at once I'll probably kill myself if I'm honest Built myself from the ground up but still feel too much to be wanted Heal myself from the inside out but I'd drag you down so don't be apart of the progress Free yourself from the fucked up, latched on girl, that sees herself as a process that might take too long for you to stay on your own will You sit me down It's all your fault I never wanna see you I never wanna see you While you sit me down, and say "it's all your fault, I never wanna see you, god I hate your guts" then I tell you all what you wanna hear and now you're, re-hooked, and fucked up again I say, "Do you hate me?" and you say no but it still feels like I been doing everything wrong "Do you hate me?" and you say no but baby why it feel like I'm doing everything wrong "Do you hate me?" and you say no but baby why it feel like I'm doing everything wrong "Do you hate me?" and you say no but baby why it feel like I'm doing everything wrong