Close to Calm

Holding on to something else sometimes I, forget about the way i felt after all, the waves drawn to the shore come back to the same place they’ve been before keep writing songs that sound the same just like the ones i used to hear my mother sing I’m afraid turn out the light I’m in my head and then without warning I’m afraid I’m gonna die but when it ends I’ll know how it started Had enough anxiety As close to calm I’ll ever be I’m afraid I’m gonna die but when it ends I’ll know how it started Walking down the PCH think I might just fade away after all, the waves drawn to the shore come back to the same place they’ve been before keep writing songs that sound the same just like the ones i used to hear my mother sing I’m afraid turn out the light I’m in my head and then without warning I’m afraid I’m gonna die but when it ends I’ll know how it started Had enough anxiety As close to calm I’ll ever be