Broken Dials

Life like this a fucking sick game Nights like this I would numb that pain Can't touch me got on my Mac chain Anxiously waiting for my name To be brought up so they could bring me in the psych ward I got fucked up smoke drink and pills but now I want more Acted okay but now the people want an encore F*ck I don't think that I can do it though F*ck the therapy I wanna be back in my studio Now I'll wear a smile watch em laugh as I put on a show Be an angel child you would think I was on honor roll I should be a fucking actress The way that no one knows my mind is filled with fucking madness So beware When I lose my shit You don't wanna be there Smoke all in my room Mac I need some clean air Find me someone that really cares Blue tiles and fake smiles I'm battling my True rivals of broken dials Stuck in the place they sent ya Walls magenta Can't smoke they won't let ya They gon set ya free Once you promise not to bleed Gotta guarantee Will I ever feel safe in my own fucking head If I can't don't think I'll ever see my own fucking bed My old friend said she was here till the end Wishing that I was dead and she still left me on read Fluorescent lights overhead Maybe I should socialize or just sit lone and miserable Always been depressed and shit but now I've reached my pinnacle Steady doing stupid shit and acting like an imbecile Falling off the deep end they all say that help is critical So now i'm doing this for them in 3227 Never get no time alone these nurses they keep checking Got no weed I got no phone they asking where my head is Don't know where my head is Blue tiles and fake smiles I'm battling my True rivals of broken dials Stuck in the place they sent ya Walls magenta Can't smoke they won't let ya They gon set ya free Once you promise not to bleed Gotta guarantee Will I ever feel safe in my own fucking head If I can't don't think I'll ever see my own fucking bed My old friend said she was here till the end Wishing that I was dead and she still left me on read