C'est La Vie

Yeah yeah yeah I never thought I'd be in this position I always just sat and listened Bump my mac and mind my business I was friendly but I didn't want the spotlight Now I'm rapping all night Putting my shit online For everyone to hear My insecurities and fears It makes me wanna shed a tear Never thought that I'd get here Yeah yeah Yeah and even if no one listens End of the day I can still say that I did it I'll never quit it yeah I can't see straight I'm sipping on my daiquiri I won't leave space I hope that she ain't mad at me If I'm too much Then imma just say c'est la vie If I'm too drunk then baby won't you dance with me Now she's saying it's her first time and she's going in blind So I tell her don't be nervous just sit back and unwind Soon she's wondering where her shirt is And she's asking the time Say I don't know but I do know that you really are fine That's when she starts telling me that I've been crossing her mind It was history from there couldn't stop even if I tried so I kept my eyes closed And let the ride go Time slowed I'm sure If there's one thing I know We don't got no time to waste We're young and we don't have pace Things either float or they sink Thoughts skate around like a rink And cracks they always start to show When I feel weak you always know You calm me when I lose control I can feel it in my soul When my love for you it grows I'll care for it like a flower Water it light I won't devour Make sure it's strong and never cowers No I can't see straight I'm sipping on my daiquiri I won't leave space I hope that she ain't mad at me If I'm too much Then imma just say c'est la vie If I'm too drunk Then baby won't you dance with me I'm I'm too high I lose my mind Go f*ck around Get crucified Bounce on the beat I lose my mind Edge of your seat So hard to find Flurries swirling Through my mind Visions blurring Think I'm blind Cuz I can't see in any fucking direction Don't think I know where i'm headed I always strive for perfection But never get any credit I'm searching for affirmation So high I'm in constellations When sober I hit the pavement I struggle but I don't say shit Feeling like I regret it Wishing I never said it When I said it i meant it That's what gets me defensive Yeah But I'm not too expressive Yeah