Had To Be You

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Didn't have the heart Didn't have the heart Didn't have the heart I didn't have the heart to protect myself I always have to think of someone else So I chain smoke these cigs all by myself And I'm hoping maybe these will help No I didn't have a choice I didn't have a say Not what happened not the aftermath not anything I could've screamed and yelled but I held back To protect the ones who don't know that That the man they loves a monster I'll make their lives easy sit back and watch mine get harder now He makes me feel like I'm the problem now I'm stuck I can't move no matter what I do Out of everyone no it just had to be you Now I'm stuck Now I'm stuck Can never get the pain to pass by All I can do is just fantasize Of a life where I don't live like this Of a day where I don't feel like shit Yeah Just wanna go back to Oahu Where everything's all new And nothing reminds me of you No nothing reminds me of you No I didn't have a choice I didn't have a say Not what happened not the aftermath not anything I could've screamed and yelled but I held back To protect the ones who don't know that That the man they loves a monster I'll make their lives easy sit back and watch mine get harder now He makes me feel like I'm the problem now I'm stuck I can't move no matter what I do Out of everyone no it just had to be you Now i'm stuck Stuck