Not a Love Song

I'm waiting for the races I hope I'm going places I'm in an oasis of thoughts And I'm throwing some rocks At her window Drink fast then I move slow Hope she noticed me But I don't know Playing Jodeci I'm boutta roll Another joint up And we join up For the night When you pulling up Want me putting up It's alright Baby we don't gotta fight no You probably think this is a love song Something we'd be doing drugs on You looking at me like there's something wrong I look away and hit the bong That's how we do it where I'm from I won't let this go to waste no Imma call you on the payphone I'll do whatever if you say so I don't mind it I can stay low I'll just call you on the payphone I'm in the movies like I'm Leonardo You try to find me but I'm hard to follow The way she moves I think I hit the lotto The way she cry wish I could take her sorrow We're only 19 that's a pill to swallow So do you have a hit that I can borrow Hoping I'm still flying by tomorrow Hoping I'm not dying at 27 But the way I'm headed That shit's still a question Cross the street and I don't look both directions I smoke my weed until I get through the week I close my eyes and I forget how to sleep Either that or I just crash at nine So I don't lose my mind And leave some bloody lines Sometime's my sanity's so hard to find So I just look behind the curtain I find insanity is always lurking I find it hard to et my mental work in I try but find directions always turning I guess but know my fate is never certain Will things work out if I just put the work in You probably think this is a love song Something we'd be doing drugs on You looking at me like there's something wrong I look away and hit the bong That's how we do it where I'm from I won't let this go to waste no Imma call you on the payphone I'll do whatever if you say so I don't mind it I can stay low I'll just call you on the payphone If my eyes are off you Hell must of froze over On dark days I got you We'll smoke when it's over Don't gotta be sober You're my four leaf clover I swear that your kiss could cure any hangover I've never been one for the finer things But you might catch me with a diamond ring And for you I would do anything i'd you asked And if I'm lucky Then I might just make it last Feels like spending another minute without you Is just like spending a week without food Getting you was like solving riddles with no clues But it was worth it Cuz it worked out just how it was supposed to Just me and you