Only God Forgives (Interlude)

Been told I've been doin wrong my whole life Grew up from where I was raised judged throughout time Wanted to end it so f*ck it I tried These suicidal thoughts keep me up all night Guess I wanted to be someone I wasn't Changed that old boy his soul burn in a oven Betrayal by your own blood should be a big discussion Loved everyone was a fool why did I trust them Learned the ways of this world My heart turned black Once you know too much Ya soul ain't never coming back If I saw myself maybe in childhood past I'd be scared of that man repenting him bad Sorry mommy But daddy never was in my life I feel like it's his fault sometimes I'm sorry god But why'd you make me if you Can see all the signs Fucked anyways so I gave my soul to sacrifice So you curse this sin on me I rebuke this curse you layed on thee I pray for me and that for no one sees The pain and torment I go through daily Daily Daily