ANTI EYES

The truth hit harder Feeling like you not getting smarter I watch my girl leave with my unborn daughter Thinking she should abort her I need chill out before I'm in the 1st quarter 12 minutes on the clock and I can't afford it What's that? A Glock. bow! I tried to tell my nigga watch out but he didn't watch out I'm getting lonely from erosion man I need to rock out and play my music loud That's how I thought I could try to keep trauma in but it always find a way out I wanna keep running but it seems to appear there's no way out, Hoping for better days, hoping for better praise, devil hands around my head tight as my nigga pop smoke braids. I can't remember certain events it's all just a haze and I'm 20 now so they can't call it just phase Pen shaking, legs shaking adhd got me going crazy I'm scared of god when I sleep because he always wanna wake me This time don't awake I'll see my sister at gates as she awaits me I'm tried writing man I'm getting lazy and getting no praise Putting pens to the sheets or putting voice over the beats, If I keep making shit that niggas want to hear then how I'm gonna sleep? Feeling unfulfilled at night while I lead the herd of sheep I hope tonight when I close my eyes and them niggas creep they kill me Nah you rapper not a artist you don't feel me I'm looking at my wife,it's the mic I told her it's that type of night where you don't sleep You staying up 1 am to the 12 pm just to see yourself succeed Just to see yourself succeed Man Man Man I better be careful because they keep on telling me that Jealousy is another breed not that faraway greed I disagree I'm watching all the dope rappers and I just wanna be free