Darkest Mind (feat. TheStarMan)

I can't think I love the way it stings I love the way I feel When I'm crying out for help And I love the fear of dying Cause it always makes me panic And I know I look so manic But I love the fucking rush it gives me Scarred for life I can't save my soul The darkest mind I'm only fourteen years old And what's love cause' I ain't seen it before And it's f*ck love cause' I ain't felt it before And I don't love the giggles and laughter from The couples I see everywhere Cause it makes me suicidal I can't believe they think that I'm the same person I guess I kinda am but just a different version So precise with all my words I'm like a fucking surgeon But I'm still a little boy I'm still learning I don't wanna go to class today Cause any conversations is like a Q&A I just wanna feel at home and just lay Leave me the f*ck alone I don't wanna stay Scarred for life I can't save my soul The darkest mind I'm only fourteen years old And what's love cause' I ain't seen it before And it's f*ck love cause' I ain't felt it before And I don't love the giggles and laughter from The couples I see everywhere Cause it makes me suicidal I can't believe they think that we're the same person I guess we kinda are but just a different version We both got pain inside our heart and it just keeps on hurting But we're still just growing up yeah we're only learning I don't wanna leave my bed today Cause the feelings make me suffocate I swear to god I'm gonna run away Cause I hate this place Scarred for life I can't save my soul The darkest mind I'm only fourteen years old And what's love cause' I ain't seen it before And it's f*ck love cause' I ain't felt it before And I don't love the giggles and laughter from The couples I see everywhere Cause it makes me suicidal