Can't Get Out

I been livin' life in fear Tryna get out in the world, tryna make things clear But now it's been about a year And it feels like I been trapped, can't get out of here I been livin' life in fear Tryna get out in the world, tryna make things clear But now it's been about a year And it feels like I been trapped, can't get out of here I been overthinking thoughts Playing games in my head, like connect the dots And now my stomach's been in knots So to forget the pain, I been taking shots I ain't tryna do this shit on purpose, I promise I ain't tryna hurt you, I'm just being honest Riots in my head, yeah, somebody come stop this I been fucking up, by now I'm a goner I been livin' life in fear Tryna get out in the world, tryna make things clear But now it's been about a year And it feels like I been trapped, can't get out of here I been overthinking thoughts Playing games in my head, like connect the dots And now my stomach's been in knots So to forget the pain, I been taking shots Baby, you don't know the shit I'm going through I'm just tryna make it out alive, tryna make it through And baby, when I said it was just me and you I was lying to you, helping me, instead of helping you And now I'm tryna pick myself up bit by bit Trying not to take the easy way out, and just fuckin' slit So now, to help me cope, I just been takin' hits Hopin' it'll help me take the pain, so I don't up and quit I been livin' life in fear Tryna get out in the world, tryna make things clear But now it's been about a year And it feels like I been trapped, can't get out of here I been overthinking thoughts Playing games in my head, like connect the dots And now my stomach's been in knots So to forget the pain, I been taking shots