Fears

(Ohhh) (Ohhhhh) (Ohh) (Ohhhh) I'm sick in the brain, can't help myself How do I cope while not hurting myself How do I learn to put myself above everyone else here I'm scared of being left behind I'm scared of the way I'm designed I'm scared of how I'm so confined I'm scared of being divided and losing time With how much I've worked to just succeed I can never seem to trust, and just believe With the people I've seen who take their leave All I ever can do is think and grieve I'm scared of where my demons are hiding They're the ones who I go to confide in They're the ones who I'm always fightin' Just know that I'm still tryin' (Ohhh, I'm trying) I'm sick in the brain, can't help myself How do I cope while not hurting myself How do I learn to put myself above everyone else here Overthinking, reminiscing What do I do, yeah, what am I missing Sendin' my prayers, yeah, I'm still wishin' That I'll keep on goin', and keep on livin' With these two amazing boys I've met this year They came into my life, and made it clear They told me that I don't have to fear Cause they'll always be there when my demons are near Near, near, just like my fears, fears Oh, they appear, pear Oh, every year, year All my demons that are from my past They made it right here, and made it fast They made sure that I would not last And they made sure that I'd be surpassed I'm sick in the brain, can't help myself How do I cope while not hurting myself How do I learn to put myself above everyone else here (Ohh, here) (Ohhh, I'm sick in the brain) (My fears, they won, won) (This time)