Life

I've been running circles in my mind Tryna figure out why I've been saying goodbye To all the important people in my life To then find out they were holding the knife I've been running circles in my mind Tryna figure out why I've been saying goodbye To all the important people in my life To then find out they were holding the knife Baby, I don't know what I did, to deserve, all this shit That I been going through But let me tell you, that I been having rough times And I fear, that this is one of my worst declines Baby, I don't wanna burden you with all the doubts, and all the routes that I been taking to get courage and announce But I will say, that I been getting suicidal And it's like I been in games that's just based off of survival I've been running circles in my mind Tryna figure out why I've been saying goodbye To all the important people in my life To then find out they were holding the knife Baby, you don't even know, how much shit I would do, to keep you in my life Cause all you would do is keep pushing me away, then cause me all sorts of strife I was down, to ride for you, to be there, to be your wife And now I can't do anything, to keep you, instead, I'm gon' be losing my life I've been running circles in my mind Tryna figure out why I've been saying goodbye To all the important people in my life To then find out they were holding the knife