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(Oh) (In my head) Yeah, in my head forever and until the end Being lost inside my thoughts, these thoughts are a forever trend Lost count of all these damn meetings I've had to attend These thoughts and issues are things that I would never recommend Going through life where people say it gets better But I'm 18 now, and nothing ever gets better It's like I'm climbing up these tall and rough mountains having to endeavor But instead, the end goal is to end up on the news header (Yeah, instead the end goal is to end up on the news header) (Yeah, the main end goal is to end up the news header) I can't find my peace of mind It's driving me crazy, making me go blind Can't focus on a thought, I need realigned I'm drowning in my mind, on a steep decline I can't get, out of my head Would it be better, if I was dead Do you even know, what has been said Do you even know, how much tears have been shed Going through life where people say it gets better But I'm 18 now, and nothing ever gets better It's like I'm climbing up these tall and rough mountains having to endeavor But instead, the end goal is to end up on the news header Ending up on the news header is the main goal Death is the one thing I feel that I'm in control A lot of people tell me to believe in the heart and soul But what does that matter, when you never feel like you are whole (Yeah, why does that matter, when you never feel like you are whole) (Yeah, it's been a damn while since I felt like I was whole) They say, "you'll get used to it" And I have, just a bit, I will admit But the logic in that isn't too legit Cause I still have thoughts where I commit They say, "you'll get over it" They name all the things that I should quit They write it all down, give me the list But they're giving me reasons why I shouldn't exist Yeah, in my head forever and until the end Being lost inside my thoughts, these thoughts are a forever trend Lost count of all these damn meetings I've had to attend These thoughts and issues are things that I would never recommend