Self Doubt

Hey that's not okay Self doubt is not the way Is God Listening today I can think of the people who've felt A direct arrow into their health But turned it into a joke on themself I can think of the lies We tell our self in the night And make our heart believe it's right Hey that's not okay Self doubt is not the way Sit in my room and try to pray Is God listening today Please let me bleed I know there's other people beside me in need Self-depriving deed I took drugs to escape with greed There's a whole planet out there To hear your story Then why are you here In bed all morning Wake up Make some Good choices There's no use crying It's really just pointless Go out make some friends Just don't make fun of yourself You'll start believing it Let's add another shelf To the death threats affecting your health It's not great It's not fate You are you Let's kill hate And start straight Oh no wait Where's your faith? Hey that's not okay Self doubt is not the way Sit in my room and try to pray Is God listening today Please let me bleed I know there's other people beside me in need Self depriving deed I took drugs to escape with greed Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Safe with greed Don't take drugs please Yeah That's my alter ego speaking he's louder Then the last guy I met called chowder Who had everything outta order I think he had some kinda disorder But he was still prouder than an ocean of water Like he wrote a book and witnessed his name as the author Or he just saw his wife have a daughter I don't claim to know all things But I bloody hell know what this means Even if you get a couple small stings You can rise up and conquer like all kings You gotta believe in what life brings Then you can win the battle and survive these fleas If you have faith and hope and love in God's peace You can find the bright white light in dark grease Hey that's not okay Self doubt is not the way Sit in my room and try to pray Is God listening today Please let me bleed I know there's other people beside me in need Self-depriving deed I took drugs to escape with greed