9TH OF THE MONTH

I get it, I get it I swear I fucking get it Cold night in my new apartment Switched up to the second floor She calls me by my first name (I call her stupid what!) And I feel paranoid, paralysed and fucked up Stopped the weed, so I'm running out of luck, huh Girl you shoot between my eyes Now my shoelaces untied You keep calling when you're fucked I keep calling when I cry (Go!) Ninth of the month when she told me It's time to let go Can't smile if I keep on falling Down, down, down, down, down Ninth of the month when she told me It's time to let go Can't smile if I keep on falling Down, down, down, down, down Okay, okay, I check out my bnb Okay, okay, Airpods lost, can't find my peace Look at me struggle and win, both at the same time She keep on shooting that shit (Girl need some daylight) Chrome hearts on my neck, but that shit so fake Lost my lighter, it's a mess, it's a goddamn game I keep running, miss the bus, couldn't catch the train Gotta walk, cannot stop, everyday the same (F*ck) Ninth of the month when she told me It's time to let go Can't smile if I keep on falling Down, down, down, down, down Ninth of the month when she told me It's time to let go Can't smile if I keep on falling Down, down, down, down, down