mixed 3motions

I'm trying not to lose myself I'm trying not to lose myself, so i roll Say it ain't good for my health But they don't know it's good for my head Kind of things that i see on a daily If i told you what I did, you won't even want to be near me How's a nightmare a nightmare, if it ain't scary? If you near me make sure that you don't dare me (yeah) But i be loving person I be the kind of person, wey dey always check on person And I be giving person I don do good, till good wan kill person Still i don learn lesson (yeh) PTSD be fucking me up And i know that i don't deserve it No ask me wetin dey my cup Just watch as i dey pour it Then i take it down ( i take it down down) Then i take it down I take it down drink it all ( all all) I got Mixed 3motions I'm telling you i got Mixed 3motions Say they love me But I don't know that (why?) Cos i got Mixed 3motions (yeh) I git Mixed 3motions I'm telling you i got Mixed 3motions See my nigga moving back In Slow Motion hmm Na me wey be that guy Wey the people love him vibe die For my head i be sad guy And I don't know why I always end up as the bad guy No matter how good i try But it's all fine I'll be where i wanna be But it's all time (said it's all time ) AndIt's bout time to be outside PTSD be fucking me up And i know that i don't deserve it No ask me wetin dey my cup Just watch as i dey pour it Then i take it down ( i take it down down) Then i take it down I take it down drink it all ( all all) I got Mixed 3motions I'm telling you i got Mixed 3motions Say they love me But I don't know that (why?) Cos i got Mixed 3motions (yeh) I got Mixed 3motions I'm telling you i got Mixed 3motions See my nigga moving back In Slow Motion hmm