¿Do I N33d Luv?

Eyes closed, need no blindfold Fear l'll fall like a tidal Cause if I fail, then I'll die slow Just know that it was my time to go I'm a plant out my pot so I cannot grow In the sun, roots dry up need H2O I lack love ¿Am I Asking for way too much? Hearts grown cold God I need your Mighty touch I feel ill, in my head and my fucking soul Chill bill not real, just let it go And I hate doctors find nothing wrong with me Say it's all in my head nothings wrong with me Now I'm Second guessing everything I feel Denying emotions gotta conceal This is no way to live, it's not ideal ¿When the f*ck am I ever gonna fucking heal? I'll heal in hell bid farewell to my sanity Missing brain chemicals cause calamity Ma I'm so fucking lost, in my eyes can you not see? All the pain that I feel is stacking up it blinds me