On a Track

I'm just tryna spill on a track I'm just tryna tell you how I feel on a track Pardon for whatever I reveal on a track Get it clear on a track, it's how I heal on a track (ay) I'm just tryna spill on a track I'm just tryna tell you how I feel on a track Tell you what would make me miss a meal on a track Get it clear on a track, it's how I heal on a track All the confusion that you put me through Late night phone calls from eleven 'til two Saying things that were so out of the blue Soon as you would change your mind, I would too You sure do have the techniques How to mess with minds for multiple weeks From 'I want this' 'not anymore' in the space of the two times I walked through your door But last time I swore That I would ignore Anything that you would ever go and try to ask me for But when it came to it, I obviously slipped Fell in temptation I couldn't possibly resist Don't know why you were something I missed I deserve way better and I'm being modest Treated you like a goddess Too good to you, I'm being honest I'm just tryna spill on a track I'm just tryna tell you how I feel on a track Pardon for whatever I reveal on a track Get it clear on a track, it's how I heal on a track (ay) I'm just tryna spill on a track I'm just tryna tell you how I feel on a track Tell you what would make me miss a meal on a track Get it clear on a track, it's how I heal on a track Say "it's been months" and I never even knew it Never thought through it, always thought screw it Now you're saying "it is too late, we can't do it" Know I wanna do it but feel like you blew it Feel like the only one here that is trying To the point where I'm thinking, 'damn, is she lying?' Then I realized to me she was crying More I think about it more it's all multiplying All of those times you'd ask if I was doing alright And I would reply, "yeah yeah I'm fine...yeah girl I'm fine" But really it was killing deep inside You say you wanted to be, only with me But suddenly, we disagreed We're meant to be Cause with that it all disappeared I'm just tryna spill on a track I'm just tryna tell you how I feel on a track Pardon for whatever I reveal on a track Get it clear on a track, it's how I heal on a track (ay) I'm just tryna spill on a track I'm just tryna tell you how I feel on a track Tell you what would make me miss a meal on a track Get it clear on a track, it's how I heal on a track