I'm Not Okay

Try so hard for nothing Hope it counts for something Maybe I'm the one to blame Too much shit up in my brain I don't wanna talk about you're bullshit Always leave me wondering why you do it I don't understand how you knew it Left me all alone didn't choose this I don't wanna talk about you're bullshit Always leave me wondering why you do it I don't understand how you knew it Left me all alone didn't choose this Feel like Mr. Krabs cuz the money on my mind Dreaming about a life that I know I'll never find Looking in the mirror and I hate my design Staring at the sky, praying for a sign I tried to leave it in the past You told me it would last I'm hiding in my mask And hoping they don't laugh Try so hard for nothing Hope it counts for something Maybe I'm the one to blame Too much shit up in my brain I don't wanna talk about you're bullshit Always leave me wondering why you do it I don't understand how you knew it Left me all alone didn't choose this I don't wanna talk about you're bullshit Always leave me wondering why you do it I don't understand how you knew it Left me all alone didn't choose this