Tattoed boy (feat. Jaf)

So here's a story about a boy who was covered in tattoos He's lost inside of his own mind and has no options to choose He tells himself that he'll be fine, but deep down nothing to lose He loads his gun, I bet it's fun to stare down barrels off booze It's one of those nights when my mind screams at me that this shit ain't right My days cursed, my brain screams, missing that old company These old wounds feel fresh, late at night But these silver bullets, might, save my mind Don't wanna feel this way, don't wanna act astray The only way I see through it, now is that one long bullet Looking down the barrel, pull the trigger, now I'm through it Through it Through all this shit Through it Through all this shit He tells himself that shit is different, it's all the same And I knew that she was evil when she made me this way Yeah, I said that it gets easy, but it all went to waste