Somehow

Somehow I see myself always going backwards But as I move forward I'm always going faster Traumatized Boy I had to reconcile these demons 23 Shots at the truck So I'm clutching for no reason Somehow I see myself always fucking up But idgaf Because I always make it up It's the snake not the bite It's the rake not the hype You took the bait nah you ripe I just learned not to fight it So many red and blue lights Got me nervous through the night Told momma I'm go be ight The thing I love She don't know When I'm lying yet It's cold winters With a iron vest Hot summers With a iron chest Friends turn foe Where that iron at My family turn on me Took my heart back You can only earn points back Too many nights in the cut With my brother mike Trying to find loopholes to the game We had groupies That shit lame They took stank We took brains And it's still the wrong nigga man But o I got him O it's no problem When I spot him Ima snatch his azz up And drop his down Call him hangman Somehow I see myself always going backwards But as I move forward I'm always going faster Traumatized Boy I had to reconcile these demons 23 Shots at the truck So I'm clutching for no reason Somehow I see myself always fucking up But idgaf Because I always make it up It's the snake not the bite It's the rake not the hype You took the bait nah u ripe I just learned not to fight it Ima saints fan but never been a saint man I wanted to much Never thought of karma that much Until it hit me And I was only nigga with me I molded, I meant it Got this lean up in my kidneys I drank the pain till its empty Hide the sorrow in my blunt Popping karma with ah Oj I put myself on that Bombay I'm moving slow as ever Nigga what time say Yeah crime pay But how much time you got to waste Young fella With a straight face I paved my way Doing the same thing I changed my lane Did it my only thing Tearing up main frame Let her do the dashboard Ain't no more crash course Even brought her passport Somehow I see myself always going backwards But as I move forward I'm always going faster Traumatized Boy I had to reconcile these demons 23 Shots at the truck So I'm clutching for no reason Somehow I see myself always fucking up But idgaf Because I always make it up It's the snake not the bite It's the rake not the hype You took the bait nah u ripe I just learned not to fight it I just learned not to hide it I just know you bet not try me I was hustling I was grinding Dropping Buckets all through college Somehow I see myself always fucking up But idgaf Because I always shake back That's a Fact Somehow I see myself always going backwards But as I move forward I'm always going faster Traumatized Boy I had to reconcile these demons 23 Shots at the truck So I'm clutching for no reason