Far Away From Us

I've got no one to turn to Nowhere to spend the day So I'll run away Headed somewhere without you Someplace dangerous Far away from us My eyelids flutter open, I'm made of stone Am I still dreamin, hoping I'm not alone I try to get up but I'm in a full body cast I can't do nothin' now that it's all in the past There's something wrong with the way that I talked on the phone I don't know what it is but I'm out of the zone My mind can't take it, something's approaching fast Yeah I'm okay man, just keep saying that, can't even feel that Yeah, woke up today felt like I was jet-lagged So much baggage I been sleeping in a body bag Call me cabbage 'cause my head's gone bad Green eggs and ham-lets all go mad Failure's the only thing I remember, and I Feel like my sanity's dismembered, and I'm Running outta time and I've yet to hit my prime But what if I've peaked too soon with nowhere left to climb Feeling down a whole lot, been living it out Fell down a hole, rock-bottom, no digging me out I'm a whole new person, throw a tantrum and shout Holy water, Whole Foods, whatchu talkin' about Don't know anything anymore my head discombobulated Cerebral genocide my brain repopulated With a strange new rhythm my thoughts are syncopated Can't think straight, my willpower's modulated I've got no one to turn to Nowhere to spend the day So I'll run away Headed somewhere without you someplace dangerous Far away from us I still remember the good times we had before And I wonder why we can't have anymore My fear still lingers, I feel it in my bones I wring my fingers, but now I'm coming home It'll take me awhile for my mind to restore Try to be stronger, someone you can adore Finding a light in the void of my memories I'm not okay but I'm on the right track, I'm not going back I'mma keep pushing forward like I'm a running back Used to lie on the seats now I wanna lead the pack 'Cause I'm building up steam and I'm blowing my stack I'm done playing D, now I'm on the attack 'Cause I won't be the cause of my sad expression Does life suck or is that my discretion I'm my own therapist; my life's an endless session I'm the only person stopping my progression I've been feelin' real down, I've been feeling real blue But if I keep my chin up, things will look up too Gotta gain control and quit taking cues Now I got my own role, and I'm feeling brand new I might not have much but I know I got me Making sure I'm alright is my new priority Sure, I'm beat down but I'll try to be upbeat I won't let the mirror be the source of my defeat I've got no one to turn to Nowhere to spend the day So I'll run away Headed somewhere without you Someplace dangerous Far away from us